Whether you are a believer in a Creator or a skeptic, you should challenge your position with doubts. It is interesting that atheists expend great energy doubting that there is a God, but spend little time doubting their arguments. It is not logical to require more proof that there is a God than finding evidence that there is no God.
Quite frankly, it requires a leap of faith to justify either belief. Such a leap by either side requires reasonable doubts. Doubting is not being a traitor to your belief system. It actually strengthens your beliefs because it forces you to think about why you believe what you believe and requires you to overcome the doubts.
Unfortunately, the world is becoming polarized by fundamental believers and radical non-believers. The moderates are being pulled to one side or the other. The press may indicate that religion is falling by the wayside, but it is not the new religion… it is old traditional religion that is dying out. The neo-religion embraces groups that are radicalized. Emotional religion is replacing moderate religion. The fundamentalists will never doubt their beliefs. And that is emotional garbage.
Doubting is a form of thinking. Whenever you have a leap of faith without evidence to support your belief, you should always doubt that leap and constantly challenge it, thus reinforcing your belief. If you go through life just accepting that belief based on emotion without any thought behind it, there may be a problem when you reach a crisis mode, whether in this world or the next.
If you end up standing before a Creator after being a suicide bomber that killed 50 innocent people, I wonder if the emotion that precipitated that act will please the Creator. Did you have any doubts before you killed those people? You probably did not, because your emotions drove you down this path. Emotions mask doubt. Emotions destroy thinking. Emotions lead to bad choices. Emotions also lead to consequences. Emotions may make you a martyr who will accept those consequences… unless, of course, they are consequences provided in the afterlife. Emotions hide those postmortem consequences. But you killed those innocent people for God, so God should reward you. The only problem is that God you served is the God of emotion, who some call the Devil.
I believe that the one true God does not countenance murder of innocent people for any reason. And I want you to doubt that. But you must also doubt that God wants you to kill for His sake. I remember when soldiers in Vietnam said, “Kill a Gook for God.” There may be a God who wants you to kill for Him, but, if so, I believe there is another God who does not want you to kill for Him. There may be difficult times when I doubt the existence of a good God and think there must be only an evil God, but it is good to examine your doubts. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. Thus, I believe for every evil deed attributed to an evil God, there is a good deed supported by a good God.
Will the evil God protect you? Probably not, because He is evil. Some argue that if there were a good God, He would make everybody safe and secure now. However, if you believe in a Creator outside our universe, He may be testing us for entry into His universe. If you don’t gain admission, you will remain in this universe with the Devil himself in control. I want you to doubt that too. However, if you are wrong, the consequences will be forever and ever.